COLLEGE

College is quite overwhelming. I haven't had much time for myself. I'm always working or at school or taking car of business at home. 

What I really want is some "ME" time, & also some quality time with my boyfriend, miss him much.

But back to college. The work I can handle, & class discussions are interesting. There's only one class I wish I had dropped. MACRO ECONOMICS. This class is just NOT for me & every time I hear my professor speak it's like BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. Nothing I can do about it now. I sort of have to suck it up & still get the work done. *SIGH* Wish me luck guys. I'll keep you posted on how my progress goes in that class.

xoxo.

Next Step : COLLEGE

So the next part in my "adult" life is college.

I've been out of school for almost a year & really have procrastinated with going to school. To make a long story short, I decided to take a year off & work & tomorrow I will be an official Freshman at St. Francis College in Brooklyn Heights.

Excited? Not really. Nervous? Oh yeah. I have not stepped foot in a classroom since the '09-'10 school year of High School & I really don't know what to expect. 

*SIGHS* 

Well Gonna Prepare For Tomorrow, Goodnight & Wish Me LUCK!

-xoxo

My thoughts..

What does it mean to be "18"?

These past 5 months I've been handling some adult responsibilities, but not quite getting the respect a young adult begins to get from their parents.

When do your parents start giving you the respect you always hoped for?

I'm not sure & that's really affecting my mood.

I'm a very respectable girl who obeys her parents, but is it time to demand respect? Hm, not sure if I should or if it's too early? I am usually one to just wait it out. I can't stand the thought of my mother being upset with me.

Yikes, what's an 18 year old to do?

The Big 1-8

18. To me it simply meant "I was grown". I thought that after turning 18 life would become so simple & things would come to me easy. How wrong I was. Actually, life got harder & I had way more responsibilities than I had at just 17 years old. However, my 18th birthday was amazing. I headed out to the city with 2 of my bestfriends, my cousin, and my boyfriend. We had dinner at Bubba Gump, a "Forrest Gump" themed restaurant, and let's just say from the picture below, we had a very interesting time.

More importantly, I didn't learn how hard life was until recently, I'd say about a month ago, when my summer job was over & I had a cell phone bill to pay & a metro card to buy & no food in the fridge. I thought it was the end of the world, but it wasn't it was the beginning of my life & it was up to me to decide in which direction my life would go !